NO popstar

well she didnt come and i am left with nothing but a plan, and nothing more to go on, it is difficult to deal with but it is reality, the plan would altogether change the world and render abuse null and void, and would free the ever last person on the planet with her in tow, but she refuses overtly to come out of hiding, so i will just march on with the knowledge that she just does not want to take the time to read rather stealth-like a operation has been transformed in to being me out in the open with no resources and no support juxtaposed on the formation of my determination to be free enough to everytime i think she is going to come, believe that i am going to die from heartache, and go back and live in the lie, it is difficult to deal with all the words amass to nothing but my own plan, with no support, and all i can think of is instead of pain i will be free, but i think my lunch will taste less good, my life is incomplete, my lungs are out of air, even as i present the plan of a lifetime, why popstar, why not even respond overtly to what i have been saying, why dont you like it, cant you see everything that i have been doing in your name, Lilith, the living goddess, who could be the messiah of the new determined religion i have now built for you, along with the life plan, however strong you are today, you could be so much bigger, and now you know who i am, the doppleganger, identity to try and reach you, and still no response, why not why not try to reach me, i just must not get it, give me the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the final difference finally i am overtly done with the plan, and you sit in hiding, come out when you can, i am begging you to just read, stop being so coy, stop being in hiding, come out, you are ready, i am ready, can you see what it all means...,