i miss punky

popstar, if you are not going to come, just let me be, i am begging you, i cant take it anymore, i found true love and i am giving it up for what, a myth or a dream, i am tired of living in dreams, i want to just live, if you are not going to come let me know, i cant take it anymore, its too much to handle, i have been crying all day long, overtly in the most amount of pain potentially that one man can take, i feel so empty i am just so sad, feeling like my life is over, please help me please help me please help me, i dont want to lose her for nothing, please let me know if you are not following through on the promise, i miss her so badly, i am hurting, and feel so sad, i love her, and you have only sung about me, she has seen me through all the hard times, please help me, i just want to hang out with both of you, i dont even really care about sex, its such a low priority for me, i just want to be altogether happy, so please let me know, tell me what to do, i am begging you to see me through this, it is too much to take, i love her, i miss her so much what am i going to do when you dont show your face and i have nothing, it is not fair to anyone, my stomach hurts, my eyes sting, my heart is so heavy i can hardly breathe, cant you see what she means to me, dont be selfish, just let me live, let me be happy, i am so scared right about now, cmon living goddess, make it right, make me content in terms that i can accept, do not make me hurt her, i need her in my life, i need you to understand that, just follow her on twitter or do something that shows me you care about me, i miss her so much, i am in so much pain, i even am willing to leave you if you dont want me to be in love with two women, i just hate being in this place, its too much, i hate crying, it feels good to release, but the pain is manifest, please help me, i am asking you to do me a open solid and help me, get me to you, and let me love her too, i dont want to lose her, we could conquer everything all together, she is true, cant you see that, i would not have gotten to you without her, i need your help i am i dire need, and if you dont want me in terms where i can have both, then set me free, but i dont know how to let go of you, forever i will be in gratitude, i am sick of hurting her, i need your help, please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me...,