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ight as a feather, i dont believe in polygamy, i want one wife, i want to devote 100% to my wife, i want to have vvery much children, i am ready, i may not have been born ready, but i know i am ready now, i need you to understand that, i am in a bind and i need help, cant you see what i each day mean, i am hanging on, with little to go on, but believe it could be, it would be so magnificent, the siblings are gone, the mother is gone to Ohio, i will be alone on NYE, and one more day of work, cant you see what you mean to me, the ultimate, instead of pain, i feel complete freedom like i could do anything with you, we could conquer the world, and end all the abuse, and start a new freedom for everyone, sooooo ready i am, could not be more ready you gotta believe in me, you got to see that now is the time to go, cant you see that it is time, these are the days, eveerything can be washed away in one move, altogether beautiful, anything you need me to do i will do always, i am here for you, cant you see what i am capable of, everything, i have built a life for us, and it will be relevant, and it will be yours, i will worship you and care for you, and never cheat, i will never be swayed away from the goal of a family, i am just going through the motions without you but feel great, everyone needs us, even though it will be difficult to make that final move, we will find peace and life will unfold for us, just do it honey bear, just do what you have been called to do determined as i am to protect you no more pretending, no more pretense, no words can express what you mean to me, i will chase you to the ends of the earth so that we can start anew, do you want to play?...,