good morning

well, just about to head in to the case manager meeting, another day with the illness, that has brought me to the popstar, and i think she has been supportive, ive just been known to fight some who support, but that is behind me, no more fighting, no more struggle, i am so happy to be awake, fighting back doubts, but as stellafly says in my flock right-hand browser pane: do not deny the world your gifts by doubting them, she walked by the ocean, waiting for a star, carry her away, feeling so small, the bottom of the world, looking up to god, tries to take deep breaths, smell the salty sea, as the moon overhead, water pulls so strong, no one is around, the moon is looking down, it has been a long time coming, i am ready, i feel ready to take on the responsibility, i hope i get to meet some of you who have known her, and prove to you that i am ready, the big ship are rolling, flighting up the night, she calls out, they just pass her by, the waves are crashing, not making any sound, just mouthing along, i hope you see me from my past, i am over all the pain, i will not find myself in a predicament that i cannot handle, she will be safe, it will be good, i am ready, close your eyes and dream, it is all over with now, nothing can stop us from our goal, we have waited so long for this day, rather stealth-like, it is time to step up, and step out, and live, do not live in the shadows, they cannot hurt us anymore, this is our time, trust me we will cover the earth with love, and all will be right, people have taught me a lot, and now i have to reach out and travel around this great city with the message i have been given, that you must, it is a moral imperative to shoot the moon, and follow your dreams, wherever they righteously take you, just do it, yielding to nothing, go after the pinnacle, considering the alternative, can you not see this is our time, i need everyone to step us, the living goddess has done it against all odds, and now she has a chance to come home tonite, after all the tough times, it is finally over, finally going to be her life again, like a child, before the abuse, before the expectations, before the pain, i got you babe, will you just take your clothes off for me?...,