plan 4

lets just pontificate on the fact that if you do come, then i was right all along, AND though may have schizophrenia, i was right, that i was supposed to be with you, and all the writing i have done suddenly gets more valuable, as people would probably want to read about how a relative known substance fell for a non-entity in the global space, unless of course you count that the Goddess has chosen me of all the males on the planet to be with you, so i am going to be well-sought after with a little practice and some execution like when you do come, how you have to swing the hardest that you can possibly swing, and level a gut-punch to the system, by saying yes, i am obsessed with this boy in GRR, who inspires all my music, and makes me act in movies by his favorite director, and do all sorts of things to get his attention, and allure him to the right path, and now that i am finally there, i am here, you get to reap the benefits of being with someone potentially bigger than you, because i will put out great material when you are here, i will probably get to guest editorial overtly for the Economist in time, and that has always been my lifelong dream, to write for that publication, what if the Goddess seems to have more in store for me than u, u r a big pull, but she wants to have me build you into something so huge, it defies logic, there would be no bigger female actress on the planet with a little guidance, and some well-placed movies, you are a movie star, i admire you for having the guts to do that film, i own it, i like watching you in it, and saying to myself, well formally at least there is one other people on the planet that thinks like me, and i dont feel so alone, determined as i am to live outside the lie, that they have had me in, that movie was more powerful than all your albums though i am not listening to your pandora station right now, i am listening to house music, which i think i could mainstream, much to some thoughts, it is the best thing out there, and with some well-placed lyrics, it would be employable as the go to party and transformation sound, and you could do it, i know you could, we could make a clubber out you, yet, that would be fun, but i will still have kids with you, so that is it, plan 4 is our life, if you come, all the other plans are fun for the future, but we would have so much fun, just entering the beginning of our adulthood, lets leave behind our childhood and live it up, i love u completely...,