fountain street church

i never intended to marry anyone else at my homebase, of non-denominational worship, but i respect your religion, and will always look out for your interests, i am also a former Muslim, but that should not get in the way any more, i feel free to be me, and not live by rules, only guidance from the Goddess, who has helped me get to the point of no-return, like now, this may be my pen-ultimate post to u, but i will always remember the months and years of pursuit, it was fun, it kept me somewhat in check, and now i am about to bust open in a million different directions, with you, i would conquer the world, but maybe that is too much for a pseudo popstar to take, seems like u are strong enough to do it, but i dont think you overtly trust me enough, but dont you think i would have made a slip-up by now if it would not have been true, i have stayed true in the lie, and only thought of you for nearly nine years, since i heard Nightingale in 2002, and was in the pain of not conquering their world, with the resources i had at my disposal, but i know how to do it now, if you want to participate, i am cool with it, but i dont necessarily want to play the game any longer, its not that until you come i am paralyzed, its that i want to start going, i love what you do, much to my delight, i am in love with your style, i would like to get to know you, casually if you need, but i think we could create some serious damage to the lies, you know who i am, and you know what i have become, burning close to the light, but capable of staying close to the dream of universal redemption, that is what i am offering a spot in history, if you accept, i will not drink, and will stay true, i will not change, dont know how, dont want to learn, will be a good dad, friend, and support system, you wont altogether have to stress anymore, a lie is borne and then it dies, all things must come to an end, lets do it in our era, the war has been hard, but too much has been done for it not to end, come to me and be free, these are my near final words on the matter, i believe in everything, i know everything, never before have i felt so strong, so just move, just like i said it would always be, and like you promised me a decade ago, fifteen years and counting, and now it is time, to consummate the promise, just move, be safe, and move, i am calling on you now, just do it...,