your I.O.U.

you are now obliged, to no matter what the status of your money is, you have to take care of mandywarhol, because she has been through all of this, and yesterday was really hard for everyone involved, so if you cant come free, then you have to pay-up a bit, and fulfill some thank you's for taking care of me, i am about to lose my mind over this issue, all because i made a vow to protect u and get you free one way or another, so i still am committed to that, i am still signed up to making sure you are o.k., if you want to marry your "prince" overtly where your 'kingdom' is, then go ahead and do it, and i will know you are safe and i can go on with my life, because i assume that is your choice, so when you do it, do it casually dont be happy, because you left behind the ideal, that a plan that could not be topped, it was impossible to topple it, in case you still gave that dream some thought, i will hang on until you make up your night-time mind, when that is settled on the though difficult reality, however you dont even want to think about it, when you give that dream up, just give me a lol, so i know you will stay yourself as we go about in the struggle separately, that is the best i can give you, i cant give you any more, i am played out for the time being, it would seem, unless i get motivated, how can i be expected to anything more, besides care, i like to write though so you will probably hear from me, soon, i just thought i had to say no more thursdays like this one, cant be done, like that, i love myself too much to give you that much power, i dont want to be abused to no repair, i need to be able to live, though i could use some help, i will find a way...,,,