the options

well, i am not really welcome where i am living, so the solution seems like to get an apartment in an apartment complex off Cherry, on the bus route, since i do not have a car, and i thought i would invite the gurlfriend to live with me, but she seems to now dislike the pursuit of the girlfriend, which cramps my style, so i am left with the little-liked option of living on my own, but perhaps the only tenable situation to my complex problems, while over-time trying to convince her to come out of hiding, sensing that i am close i still have no idea what she wants to do, and if she will ever come clean with me, with everyone, on what is going on, and so i just look obsessed and delusional, but am trying to get to her, so i dont know how to get her to make a move, here in lies the problem, how do i continue to go after her, when i dont know what she will do, she says she will never let me go, but i am kinda tired of waiting, everytime i move closer, she pulls away, and i am going to get myself in trouble if not careful, but perhaps it is worth the risk, i could use some insight, that is all...,,,