the renaissance girl

nierika is a name that i am familiar with through my love of dead can dance and my own desire to have a daughter someday and it is fun to dream about what she would be like if a daughter did get a name inspired by the song of the same title, as she would be a writer and potentially a precocious little thinker, complete with her own approach to the fun challenge of being the child of a mental patient and a comedian, her father the former, her mother the latter, she would be engaged in so many activities, and it means that there are potentially too many hobbies and interests for her to undertake in order to keep up with her father's aims to make her in to a blogger at age 7, but i think that she will be able to manage, such as writing about how to be a highly effective child, and then publishing her own book on the 7 Habits of Highly Effective Children to relay to her reading audience how a child could best articulate what it means to grow up in the Google era, of ubiquitous access to online resources, even for children, and so there would have to be consistent monitoring to protect her from the nuances that trap people in to an unwanted message online, but that would be explicitly relayed in the tools she uses to access online,

and she would be a tennis player in the mold of the Williams sisters, Venus in particular, the happy go lucky spirit of a girl becoming a woman in the sport of her choice, and she would be a follower of Lilith inspired religious diversity, possibly in training to become a young minister of the blossoming Lilith religion, and potentially an author on how to live within the guidance of the goddess, she will be a force and she will be hilarious like her mother, the tall drink of flavored water, as i love them both wholeheartedly, and with everything i have, as they reflect each other, i lohembak them and all that they do, her mother, the tall drink of flavored water cracks me up every day that i talk with her, it is a shame it took me this long to realize how much i am in love with her, she is the ultimate woman in my eyes, she supports me after she has forgiven me for all my indiscretions in treating her poorly, not cheating on her physically, just mentally checking out from her, as i fought with all that i have not to fall for her, and it was to no avail, i cannot escape it, it is everywhere around me, i am in love, and will only be happy in her company, and will only be happy to see Nierika come in to this world from her, and then you have the potential to have the two funniest women in my life, the girl who cracks me up all the time, actually agreeing to be with me and make me happy by being with me, and making me laugh with her antics about our future daughter if we are so blessed to live out a dream of having a girl, and if it is a boy, i will not be broken i will be happy without children if i am with her, but especially because we carry on the same passion for children, will be an attempt to bring children in to this world through our love,

i love to laugh, it is what i do best, i love people who make me laugh, they are high on my list of preferred people to hang out with, and that is obviously the place reserved most importantly for the tall drink of flavored water, and so naturally her daughter with me will be hilarious cracking jokes all the time, just laughing and loving those in her life who treat her right, she will be the class clown, but the smartest one, as well, blogging after school about the days events, and checking her online personas to see what her online life brings her every day is a joy in my life, as i have known no one so committed to the online profiles than her parents, it is their main intersection, so Nierika will be an expert at the internet by age 6, and will be savvy enough to stay within the bounds of acceptable use, so that she develops skills that allow her to get ahead in school, and become a writer, and a poster, and a community participant, par excellence, so that her parents who have long maintained an online love affair, will be proud of their daughter, and her ability to learn so fast through trial and some errors, so that when people think of the offspring of the tall drink of flavored water and me, they think of a well adjusted child along with her potential siblings.....