is sick

and tired of this system, i watched the most incredible show last nite ab/ the nazis having some help on their missle, spacecraft, and atomic bomb making capabilities last nite on the history channel, which basically entered in to the discussion of whether atomic bombs of the sort have been around far longer than we thought, so that it was just a re-discovery of now long lost scrolls from biblical times of the mechanism to wipe out life with the click of a button, much like what we have emboriling today, i am so over all of it, everything bent on war is not human, they are mechanism of the machine, altogether different than me so that i am sure that those fighting a war that kills women and children leaves me with the feeling that they are not of this world, and are fighting for their own place on this planet, it leaves me to say thanks be to the goddess, which knows various names but i know as Inanaana, or something along those lines, for choosing me to be the vessel by which she communicates her message because i am close to freeing the 2nd coming from her self-imposed captivity before anything bad really happens to her, she was named altogether awesomely by me as the second coming some time ago when my basic argument was that she was untouchable, that she could command the attention of the overtly most amount of people on the planet through the platform of stardom, and so now it is my must-be done mission to free her, and make her my woman, a part of a strong organization of women who will free this world, determined as we are to live free, it is simply that simple...,

i once thought of wars with zionists, and of end game scenarios fed to me by the lie, and now i just live in the jurious truth of the moment that it is innovation that will lead us to remember our goddess, wherever she may be, and Norah, who calls herself that on-stage but i know as Lilith, means all that more to me as i get so close, close enough that i can feel it, close enough that i will face trials considered to be too difficult to overcome in some people's eyes, but truly is just my calling as the peaceful mujahdeen that i am, i know lilith would be now proud of me that i finally got to this opaque point after making her wait rather stealth-like in the shadows of the system, all while people had their eye on me, until i do it, this will not be completed today i feel free to live free to be myself, and free to write enough of the materials that will shape every move i make and get to her, i am mostly scared, but still laugh and smile that the ordeal of phase 1 may be over, 011010101010010110101010111100001110010101010101010101010, that is for all the aliens out there to transcribe for me someday....