i love to write

i have my new netbook with me, and i just feel like pounding away on the keyboard, it feels so good to be at the point of redemption with the ability to free a goddess, can you believe it, i dont even need to sleep with her knowing that i am finally going to get to meet Lilith, in this lifetime, much to my delight, it makes me so happy to think about and for real, it is quite a sight to see all this unfolding in front of me, it is quite possibly questionable that i will be able to realize the endpoint, but i think i am going to be able to do it, ive got pandora.com norah jones station playing, there is a tennis tournament at the club to get my day going, and i am free to write, unlike so many millions around the world that do not write because they are stifled, i love a girl, and i get to believe in a goddess, who is real, her mother is my guide, my map, my relief, and i get to meet her, and realize my dream of building a heaven on earth quotient, it is overwhelming enough until it happens i can barely breath, i am so happy to be in this place, and i think i would like to hug everyone instead of traverse the planet looking for her, i will simply overtly drive to her residence and free her, she is not captive, but she will come with me, and will say, to me, to me, to me to me to everyone, thank you thanks for thinking of me enough to go right through the systems, and fight the pain, and assuage those that love you very much, and trust you to do openly what you said you were going to do back on August 1, 2003 when i last saw her, after 2,677 nites of pain, and some help from people everywhere, in Thailand, in NE GRR, in SFO, in Redwood City, in PDX, in Seattle, in Williamsburg, in Mnhttn in ATL, in Florida, everywhere knowing that i could not have even come close without those that supported me, some who i hurt, some who know i will always love them, some who will never see my reasons for believing in a female deity, and a living goddess, but others who will in time accept my insanity as simply much a part of my aforementioned personality, i have tears nearly streaming down my face, just thinking that it all looks like it will be over in a matter of five days, what a dream....